Willingness and Warmness

Numbers were calculated and the numbers of alphabets followed them behind .., it was completely hard for me to stand in that case.. "too many people" , i thought .. But, the reality was the same.. It was so noisy and almost crowded .., huhu. i tried to satnd between them and hear what they were talking about.. i could hear clearly because it wasn't hard for me to see ((they screamed)) .., Number that has been calculated deciding which side would have a power in this people universe ... But, i left it before everything was gonna terrible ..>

after seeing calculated numbers, i return to the way home. But it was too late to return. i didn't have any friends to return in my way. so that i decided to replace myself in that night. keep staying in different place before. i've never imagined with what i did int that night.. so wierd.

in the other side of earth ,, a lights tried to search where the place that wa dark.. lights always shines wherever dark moves.. the dark was in the east of lights. But actually the walked together .. never separated. when the lights missed and was worried with the dark,, lights always came and ask for the dark in which it was.. The lights always shows its warmness and affectionation to the dark.

Getting what i had in this lovely morning, when the sun tried to appear in the dawn.. knocking what i could do to give sign to the owner.. someone came out with his perfect face and his warmness.. i could never see that face like that.. But in the other side, i saw a worrying in that face.. But i saved my guilty to my own heart. it was hard for me to say that i did that mistakes.. yaa, but in the deep of my heart, i felt it.. i did know it was sin.. but i tried not to feel it anymore.. i didn't want to see that face being sad because of me.